This is the icon that Lucy fell asleep holding. |
I should have known better. Last night I read a story about a sick baby. I should not read stories about hurt or sick babies; they make me all weepy and anxious, and interfere with my sleep.
As I was struggling to get my thoughts under control so I could go to sleep, Linus woke up and wanted to nurse. I brought him into bed with me, held that little warm (healthy, strong) body close to me, and fed him. He was asleep when he finished. I tried to move him into his own bed. He woke up. I held him against my chest and walked with him. And walked. And walked. And walked.
Gradually, my emotions calmed. Linus' eyes began to close. I began a rosary. I thanked God for two beautiful, healthy babies.
Oh.
Snuggle that baby until you can talk to me.
As I was struggling to get my thoughts under control so I could go to sleep, Linus woke up and wanted to nurse. I brought him into bed with me, held that little warm (healthy, strong) body close to me, and fed him. He was asleep when he finished. I tried to move him into his own bed. He woke up. I held him against my chest and walked with him. And walked. And walked. And walked.
Gradually, my emotions calmed. Linus' eyes began to close. I began a rosary. I thanked God for two beautiful, healthy babies.
Oh.
Snuggle that baby until you can talk to me.