The night wakings last night tested the limits of my patience and physical endurance, and I got up to two cranky babies who wouldn't eat breakfast. We went through the morning tasks: changed diapers, got dressed, eventually ate breakfast. But I was still feeling tired, cross, and crabby. After I heard myself snap at each of them in turn, I took a deep breath and said, "Let's go into the other room, say some prayers, and see if we can reboot the morning."
I said the Guardian Angel prayer, a morning offering, and then began Lauds. By some miracle, Lucy and Linus both played happily nearby. When I got to the antiphon for Psalm 50, I stopped and stared.
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"With a generous spirit strengthen me, O God."
Yes, God. That is what I need. Give me strength and generosity
to get through the day. |
I can't say the rest of the day was perfect, but it was better. I was still tired, and my nerves were still a bit raw, but I regained my equilibrium and my purpose.
Of course, I'm also praying for babies who sleep tonight ...
I am where you are! Sleep babies sleep!
ReplyDeleteAfter two weeks with little sleep it gets depressing.
I am praying for you as a mom.
I am going to say what you read over in my head today. Blessings on you and your babies. :)
Thanks for your prayers! By the way, they both slept last night. Deo gratias.
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